ok its Monday, August 31, 2009

so summer is abotuto ge over..uhm...let me recount tah most important events and rather events that never occured.

so i got kicked outta summer skool for havin weed...idk if i said that...i stopped cutting myself..i started claimin block starz
i got mi first pair of chucks at tha crenshaw mall.
i started smoking weed every day and i stopped smoking so many blacks i stopped working out and i started makin tha BEST fits lmao i but mi hair into a trey hawk and people up here at domenguez are absoloutley AMAZED with it...but most importantly i got over India..almost lmao but anywho i went to mi first party up at UCLA for tha Tavis Smiley Institute and i met this girl named Alexus she's pretty bool, she is actually fuckin amazing, she is so focused on skool its amazing to see tha tmuch dedication lmao, she smokes hella weed (i think its because she lives in tha "O Town" lmao) but anywayz shes very open about herself and she loves my voice i love her for that bcause india had me ashamed of it...damn...lol well anywho she aint full of herself but she still has standards so thats pretty good. she loves me unconditionally and utterly lmao and i have the exact feelings for her..but i'm also being cautious because the best advice i have is from myself...when i was cryin on tha edge of my bed cause india broke my heart i told myself..."i dont wanna feel this way"...lol...so common sense says dnt do tha stuff that it takes to feel that way dumbass.

on a lighter note i'm feeling like i am maturing..(oh yeah mi goatee started growin) lol but anywho i am seeing things a bit more clearer and i am not being a follower anymore i stil idolize Nick nd shit but not as much as ai used to and i'm more so tha solitary type of person since tha sumer...but oh sorry Christy u might not understand this but please forgive me and i forgive you...just like last summer nobody really talked to me but its not mi fault, bcause mi mo started alienating me from all my friends and them from me. but its koolio lmao i'm talkin to jasmine and Christine and i feel super good that they are confideing in me with all this good stuff it makes me feel valued nd stuff ya kno...well anywho i'm jus sittin here it feels good to put all of my personal problems on this no matter what the risks are ya kno...lol but i'm hungry as fuck so ima dip to tah student store in a couple mins to warm up this damn popcorn